Colours of my Life

You'll never know what's the future has in store for you. I used to pictured myself as a career woman once. But now, I'm a 24/7 housewife and mom. I managed to work for 2 years though, but lost my job at 6m pregnancy with my 1st child. Since it's so tough to get a new job, I'm just better off at home.

The minute I held & cradle my baby for the 1st time, I couldn't imagine anything that could held me back from being there besides her throughout her growing years. Not for a split second I thought of leaving home for a carrier life anymore.

So that's when my never ending story as a mom begins.. Despite all the hardship I went through raising my kids, I still can stood tall and proudly announce I'm a mom of 2 adorable kids. Never did it occur to my mind that I regretted leaving behind all my years of studying and working. My kids meant more than that.

It's one tough job being a mom n raising your own kids. Every mom has a different story to share. Different child has a different tantrums that will later developed into their personality... I'm still, and forever will be learning and challenging myself to becoming a far more better mom. Many tips I learned and would gladly to share with other moms out there..

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Conceiving and Miscarriage

It seems quite hard to conceive these days. I have no specific tips to be more fertile, but I believe if you practice a good and healthy lifestyle, which includes good eating habits, then have no worries bout conceiving. No point of stressing out yourself, torturing your mind and soul bout getting pregnant as soon as possible. At the end of the day, you'll put your marriage at risk by making it even more difficult to conceive. Just relax and enjoy life with your partner. The time will come when you will have kids of your own.


I recalled the 1st time I was tested for pregnancy. The double positive line appeared vividly, but enough to make me on top of the world. I was a Mom at last! But fate just turned the table over me. As happy as a lark at 1st, I soon learned that my baby wasn't developing normally. At 10months, I had a miscarriage. I was still working at that time, you just couldn't image how miserable I was. I don't feel like going into public. I'm ashamed of myself, towards my family, friends. Everyone knew about the baby coming but now it's gone.


I then seek treatment for both physically and mentally through homeopathy. It works for me and till today, no more drugs for me and my kids, just homeopathy that does the cure. I was pregnant again with my 1st child 3m later.And 2yrs later with my 2nd child.

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